Thursday, April 27, 2006
Seeing the humour in all things makes me realise that nothing has to be taken seriously...fuck all!...especially myself as I fondly imagine my contents to be...and that everything doesn't matter...need not be...when you can laugh...
Now !!
Most of the times in my life that I have been happy I have never realised that I was happy until after the event and then only in reflection...leading me to realise that the pursuit of happiness is fruitless...and that NOW truly is the happiest time of my life...
Thinking and Idiots
Sometimes whilst listening to a piece of music that moves me...or looking at a picture that I find beautiful...or sitting amid Nature...I am overwhelmed and bewildered...and like a child avidly listening to a story being told...there is no centre as in me listening / looking...just an awareness of the suchness of things...forcing me to realise that when I engage in all this self-talk...I am conversing with an idiot...
Assholes
When you see other people behaving like assholes...you only know that their conduct is asshole like because you recognise it...and when you look in a mirror you only know it's you because you recognise yourself...in order to recognise something you have to know it so therefore we are all assholes...though some of us wipe more frequently...